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hi, my name is johnelle and i'm addicted to the internet. aghhhhhhh i said it. but the first step on my road to recovery is admitting i have a problem.

it's 4:25 am and counting and only now i'm going to sleep. why? well.. late dinner with my cousin and company who are visiting and i drank part of an energy drink. i came online just to do the basics.. check my facebook/myspace/bebo/gmail, and then i came on blogspot. aghhhh. yet another thing to give me my fix. i've been camping on other people's blogs. and now getting ideas for my sad excuse of a blog. i want to commit to it. but that would involve major effort. including writing entries and not to mention photos.. and then the overall layout. and then that goes back to my addiction. i love the internet too much. but it's so one sided. i thought i'd never love this way again. in fact.. i told myself i wouldn't. snigger snigger. i'm delirious. so am i addicted to the internet and all of its wonderful offerings? or am i simply committed to it. like a relationship? what are the differences between an addiction and commitment anyway?

btw. it is now 4:29 am and i have to wake up by 6:30 to be at work by 7:30. absolute latest. i'm a dummmmmmmmmmmmmmy. good night for me. good morning for everybody else.